I found a new way of dealing with today; I started with writing one airy fairy poem and listened to 2 ½ girl and guitar songs. Then I realized what I need to do was listen to grrl punk music. I turned on The Need, The Haggard and of course Bikini Kill. I looked into going to lady fest in Vienna since it is only a week before Marikes born in flames festival. I changed the wallpaper on my desktop to this great one of tank girl stitching up her own arm. I’m going to finally go swimming today then to clares for vegan food and ice cream, a movie and sleep over.