The noise is leaving, my thoughts are cleared
Constant pain has become my keeper
I sit here smiling at life it self
The wide spectrum of possibilities
Rainbow of feelings

Celebrating a new level of fatigue
Brought by friendship
The tired mind of an all night chat
Compounded by an unexpected note

I still have the same experience every time they arrive
Sudden joy, surge of energy, lasting smile
This love is no longer mine
Yet it grabs me just the same

Since the first day I’ve been lost
Or found in a new level of adoring
The gravel beneath my walk speaks
To the never ended foolish love

A fantasy that shall not die
Documented in piles of poetry
Porn letters songs and thoughts
My heart, mind and soul moves on
Experiences better yet knows it will never feel the same